The beauty of silence, is the noise of no words,
Where is the light in your deep dark room?, A shock of light could save you from the shadow.
Why is the dark behind the moon? Out of reach until the light is shattered.

miércoles, diciembre 25, 2013


I gave you all of seven years,
we entwined our teens,
I shared my thoughts and bed with you,
synchronizing our dreams.
No one knew me better then,
I'm sure, no one ever could.
But lust has made a joke of me,
taking all that was good.

You walked past me the other day,
you met my eyes and looked away.
How can someone I used to know so well now be
a stranger to me?

jueves, diciembre 19, 2013

wild one

I know, I've seen you when I wake up
A daydream recurring, that I cannot stop
You are heavy on the heart, and you're heavy on my mind
The silence between us leaves me walking blind
When you hold me still, my heart weights a ton
Trying not to get greedy, that's not easily done

miércoles, marzo 13, 2013


Si siempre intentas ser normal, nunca descubrirás lo EXTRAORDINARIA que puedes llegar a ser. 

Maya Angelou.

jueves, marzo 07, 2013

What do you do when you know something's bad for you but you still can't let go?

I was naive, your love was like candy
Artificially sweet, I was decieved by the wrapping,
Got caught in your web but I learned how to bleed,
I was PREY in your bed and devoured completely...

I should have known that I was used for amusement 
Couldn't see through the smoke, it was all an illusion
Now I've been licking my wounds, but the venom seeps deeper
We BOTH can seduce, but darlin you hold me prisoner...

Oh, I'm about to BREAK, I can't stop this ache,
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiending for a cure
Every step I take, leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
I can't mend, this TORN state I'm in, getting nothing in return
what did I do to deserve? the pain of this slow burn
and everywhere I turn, I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from...

Every time I try to GRASP for AIR, I am smothered in despair it's never over, over
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare, I let out a silent prayer
Let it be over, OVER
Inside I'm screaming, BEGGING, pleading no more...

Now what to do?, my heart has been bruised, so sad but it's true
Each BEAT reminds me of you...

It hurts my soul, cause I can't let go 
all these walls are caving in, I can't stop my suffering 
I hate to show that I've lost control cause I,
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need Oh, 
I'm about to BREAK, I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure, and I'm fiendin' for a cure
Every step I take, leads to one mistake
I keep goin right back to the one thing that I need 
Oh I can't mend this torn state I'm in, getting nothing in return 
what did I do to deserve? the pain of this slow burn,
And everywhere I turn I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from...

lunes, marzo 04, 2013

Through the crowd I was crying out, and in your place there were a thousand other faces I was disappearing in plain sight, heaven help me, I need to make it right

you are the hole in my head
you are the space in my bed
you are the silence in between 

what I thought and what I said

you are the night time fear
you are the morning when it's clear
when it's over you're a start
you're my head, you're my heart...

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes.
I never knew daylight could be so violent...
A revelation in the light of day,
you can't choose what stays and what fades away...

Edgar Allan Poe

For taking me to everywhere... (1809-1849)


just edgar

sábado, marzo 02, 2013

as usual, sis's wisdom

si para recobrar lo recobrado debí perder primero lo perdido, si para conseguir lo conseguido tuve que soportar lo soportado, si para estar ahora enamorado fue menester haber estado herido, tengo por bien sufrido lo sufrido, tengo por bien llorado lo llorado. Porque después de todo he comprobado que no se goza bien de lo gozado sino después de haberlo padecido. Porque después de todo he comprendido que lo que el árbol tiene de florido vive de lo que tiene sepultado... 

sis's truth

el secreto de la felicidad esta en CAER en las tentaciones...

revenge fury

-That's not the way, you know that. The'll just kill you too.
-You don't understand, do you? Everything I've done, all my trainning was to save my sister. I've failed her.
-Just because you didn't save Coleen it doesn't mean that you can't honor her. You know, we'll have to aproch this with a clear head.
-Well, I'm sorry if I'm not as cold and calculated as you. I can't turn my feelings on and off with the flick of a switch.
-Is that what you think? That I don't feel? That I don't miss my father every single day? That I don't mourn the life that I could have had. But that's why people like you and me fight. Because it gives us something to live for when everything else has been taken away. I thought you understood that... I thought we share that...(brething) .
-We can do this together. Don't go. Aiden don't leave me alone in this. Aiden!

Caroline and Klaus

-If you dont feed me your blood, I will die. 
-Then you will die. And Tyler would have learn his leasson the hard way.
-How can you do this to him? to me...
-I'm a thousand years old, call it boredom.
-I dont believe you.
-Fine, then maybe it's because I'm pure evil and I can't help myself.
-No. It's because you're hurt, wich means that is a part of you that's human.
-How can you posssibly think that?
-Because  I 've seen it. Because I've caught myself wishing I could forget all the horrible things that you've done.
-But you can't, can you?
-I know that you are in love with me and anybody capable of love is capable of being save.
-You're alucinating.
-I' guess I'll never known.

you are not invited to the other side of sanity

You're so hypnotising
Could you be the devil, could you be an angel
Your touch, magnetizing
Feels like I am floating, leaves my body glowing

You're from a whole 'nother world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go, lead me into the light

Kiss me
Infect me with your love and fill me with your poison
Take me
Wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
Boy, Boy you're an alien, your touch so foreign
It's supernatural, extraterrestrial

domingo, febrero 24, 2013

sangre, sudor y lagrimas


Sacrifice demands the surrender of things we cherish above all else. Only out of the agony of those losses can a new resolution be born. An undying devotion to a cause greater than one's self. And a moral duty to see a journey through to its absolute completion.

Sacrifice by its strictest definition takes something precious for the appeasement of a higher power, an abiding devotion to a cause that cannot be satisfied with a simple promise. Because an oath, no matter how solemn, asks nothing in return while true sacrifice demands unspeakable loss.

miércoles, enero 30, 2013

figure eight

BREATHE your smoke into my lungs

In the back of the car with you I stare into the sun

Still not too old to die young

The lovers hold on to everything

And lovers hold on to anything...

sábado, enero 19, 2013


The adrenal system reacts to stress by releasing hormones that make us alert and reactive. The problem is, the adrenal system can't tell what's a regular case of nerves, and what's real impending disaster.
The body doesn't know the difference between nerves and excitement, panic and doubt, the beginning and the end. The body just tells you to get the hell out. Sometimes you ignore it… That's the reasonable thing to do. But sometimes you listen; you're supposed to trust your gut. Right? When the body says run… Run!

beautiful doom

Sometimes, things are simply out of your control. 

You can't change them. You can't bend them to your will. 

It doesn't matter if you're already forty-five minutes late, your hair isn't brushed, you haven't fixed breakfast and you're hemorrhaging brain cells by the second while you sit here. 

Dying, dying inside.

going gone

They say death is hardest on the living. It's tough to actually say goodbye. Sometimes it's impossible. You never really stop feeling the loss. It's what makes things so bittersweet. We leave little bits of ourselves behind, little reminders, a lifetime of memories, photos, trinkets, things to remember us by... even when we're gone.

lunes, enero 14, 2013

this is ur time, can u feel it?

respirando NOCHE, respirando AIRE, respirando VIDA / BeaTinghEaRt